So, over a year since my last journal entry. Really i just want a place to vent. maybe tis isn't the best place to do it, but it's slightly less emo than a livejournal. Bit pissed off at the moment. every time i try to do something with my friwnds i get the usual responses of no we can't. and it's not just when they do't have money, i mean all the time. it's like everything i want to do has no priority, but when they want to do something everything gets dropped and kratos away. i guess it would help if i had more friends to arrange things with. i seem to accumulate small factions of friends nt related to each other in any way. trying to meld them together in to one big cohesive group doesn't seem to work. so rather than having one big group of friends to bail out on me i have several smaller groups. woo. maybe i should make more friends. but i'm no good at that. i'm not the go up and talk to people kind of guy, much as my insides want it, the narcissism that loves me so much refuses to let me try and do things which may embarass me. yay. so the general gist is my friendships aren't that great and i don't have many of them. yay. oh and for bonus measuresi think i fancy someone i really really shouldn't.
peace war and famine out.